so this is the third day im writing on here and there isnt really much to report, nor is there much on my mind right now. i had some awards thing at my school tonight. it was kinda fun, in a way. i played in the jazz band and i had a guitar solo that many complimented me on. its nice to get recognition for guitar once in a while..during the ceremony i was joking around with these two girls that ive become pretty close with this year. when i tell people that im close with them, theyre kinda surprised because were in a pretty different group of friends. hopefully we can get closer before we all part ways for college..

college is a subject i dont usually like to talk about, because college was basically the hot topic of conversation during junior year. it gets kinda annoying after a while. but i find it to be such a cool concept…college that is. you go through middle/high school thinking that itll be like this forever. but college is where your life begins. you realize whats actually important in life, make friends thatll stick with you for a loong time, and most importantly, it defines who you are. all of the friends you make in high school go their separate ways, and you dont really see each other much in the future. it reminds me of when i left private school. i thought i had everyone figured out, but this year i went to a “reunion” party with my friend zach and literally everyone turned out different. its crazy. one minute were reading from our siddurs, the next were drinking beers and smoking weed together. i dont know why i find this so amazing but whatever..

hockey playoffs are almost over. this makes me fucking upset. i follow hockey religiously. i really, really love it. 

anywayz hopefully tomorrow ill have more thoughts to ponder on.

day four’s a’ waitin’