I’m posting from my phone right now because I’m sitting in my car waiting for zach to get home. Why am I sitting in my car you may ask? Oh because he told me to leave my house but he was still at his school guitar show. GREAT. Whatever well prob have fun. Its our friend Dean’s birthday. I’m going to try not to smoke because I don’t like to smoke and drive my dads car. If I got caught hed be really upset with me, and I’d probably lose some of his trust and that’s not a good thing. My parents and I are very trustworthy of each other and I told my mom I wouldn’t do anything stupid, let’s hope I keep my word.

Anyway tomorrow is senior cut day and I’m pumped. Everyones going to the beach and chilling together, hopefully it turns out to be an awesome day.

Saturday is the champions league final which I’m reeeally excited for. I’ve been waiting for it for a while now. I might miss it, which infuriates me..a lot.

My brothers band also has a show saturday in the city. They’re actually an amazing band. Despite the fact that my brother is the guitar player, I can honestly say that they’re music is incredible. Check them out..Poofy and the Busboys..yes gay name, I know.

Day six tomorrow in the PM

today at school this priest came in and basically said the same thing that every other adult says…make smart choices. his stories were sad, and he made very valid points, he even got all of lawrence high school to stand up and willingly listen to a song with an empowering message. it was pretty cool, but i just wanted the day to be over. 

i found out today that im definitely getting an apartment in the city for college. if i havent mentioned by now, im going to baruch honors college. having an apartment will be awesome, as long as i find a roommate. if i dont find one, ill be sitting, alone, in an apartment. smoking weed by myself, watching tv, being lazy, doing no work, playing xbox, etc. i hope i find a roommate that likes hockey and the music i like. regardless, i hope that they like to party, because i want to fucking party.

seee ya tomorrow

so this is the third day im writing on here and there isnt really much to report, nor is there much on my mind right now. i had some awards thing at my school tonight. it was kinda fun, in a way. i played in the jazz band and i had a guitar solo that many complimented me on. its nice to get recognition for guitar once in a while..during the ceremony i was joking around with these two girls that ive become pretty close with this year. when i tell people that im close with them, theyre kinda surprised because were in a pretty different group of friends. hopefully we can get closer before we all part ways for college..

college is a subject i dont usually like to talk about, because college was basically the hot topic of conversation during junior year. it gets kinda annoying after a while. but i find it to be such a cool concept…college that is. you go through middle/high school thinking that itll be like this forever. but college is where your life begins. you realize whats actually important in life, make friends thatll stick with you for a loong time, and most importantly, it defines who you are. all of the friends you make in high school go their separate ways, and you dont really see each other much in the future. it reminds me of when i left private school. i thought i had everyone figured out, but this year i went to a “reunion” party with my friend zach and literally everyone turned out different. its crazy. one minute were reading from our siddurs, the next were drinking beers and smoking weed together. i dont know why i find this so amazing but whatever..

hockey playoffs are almost over. this makes me fucking upset. i follow hockey religiously. i really, really love it. 

anywayz hopefully tomorrow ill have more thoughts to ponder on.

day four’s a’ waitin’

i entitled this post “day two” because i figured id chronicle my transition from high school to college. i want to make this as real as possible, meaning, im not holding back on saying anything. whatever is on my mind, whatever ive done, whatever i will do, etc. will be said on here. even if no one reads this, i dont really care, it might be fun/cool to look back on my thoughts at one of the most important points of my life. hopefully someone will read it and feel compelled to do it themselve, or even talk to me about it. i dont know. just a thought.. anyway..

summer is coming quick. im pretty fucking excited if i must say so myself. wow, my last summer before college. summers have been pretty boring for me lately, i havent really done much. but this summer i want to be different, i want to go out and do whatever i want. get drunk, smoke weed, kill people, no just kidding..but you get the point. hopefully i can stop being really shy around people i dont know. gotta start meeting new people

school is boring as fuck. i do nothing all day, which isnt really new to me since ive been doing nothing since age 1. it isnt that bad though, i get to see some friends and talk to people and what not. i somewhat enjoy it, but classes have become one giant inconvenience. the weekends are a different story..much to my disappointment i dont really hang out with people from school that much but its all good. dont get me wrong i have plenty of friends, im just really lazy and never want to go out. i chill with my boy zach basically every weekend and we just get really really really high, sometimes andrew postman comes which is pretty cool. sometimes though, i just want to go party with everyone and have a good time. oh well, college is a waitin’.

girls piss me off sometimes…the way the act and shit, but thats life. cant live with them, cant live without them. 

thats enough for today i guess..gotta finish watching the lightning/bruins game. GO LIGHTNING! <3

heres your shoutout jade :)

hasta manana

i have no idea what to write on here because ive never had something like this. i guess i could just write about shit thats on my mind since i have nowhere else to write it or say it.

well, at the moment im having a conversation with this girl michelle about a bunch of stuff. its good to vent once in a while. i dont usually talk about my feelings with people because i normally dont care enough about anything. apathetic-ness is the way to go!

i love smooth jazz. listen to chant by fourplay, its life changing

so i have nothing else to talk about except for the fact that im almost done with high school. kinda weird in a way. the past four years flew by quite quick. i never took the time to think about how quickly time flew, i guess at the time i was too worried about the unimportant “drama” that goes along with high school. honestly, i might miss it a bit, but im extremely for college, its about to be poppinn yo. i cant wait to meet new people and experience new things. its been real high school, see ya laterz……..

….now i ran out of things to say.

until tomorrow! (or the next time i log onto this…might not be for a while)